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03 May 2012 @ 11:54 pm




To all you 'nice' guys out there, fuck you.
 
 
 
16 April 2012 @ 07:06 pm
Niagara Falls at Night | Niagara Falls Roses


cannot wait :')
 
 
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16 April 2012 @ 06:34 pm
And watching it in IMAX 3D just made it even more beautiful.




But now you know there was a man named Jack Dawson and that he saved me… in every way that a person can be saved. I don’t even have a picture of him. He exists now… only in my memory.
 
 
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12 April 2012 @ 02:04 am
WANT  





Le sigh.

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09 April 2012 @ 04:27 pm

the bitter sweet taste of forbidden fruit;
I am an indulgent heathen.
 
 
08 April 2012 @ 01:33 am
Found some old pictures in my hard disk. 

The first ever egg omelette I cooked. I know it looks unappetizing! but he loves it, ugly or not 


I really wish I could have you back for one more day. Just so I can give you a hug, tell you how much you meant to me, and let you know that I’ll see you again someday.

I miss you. A part of me died with you and nothing will ever be the same.
 
 
Current Mood: sadsad
 
 
07 April 2012 @ 12:01 am
Booked my ticket to NYC.


I’m pretty nervous about going on this trip on my own but I know it will be worth it. I just have to keep reminding myself that once I’m there I will have the time of my life.

 
 
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01 April 2012 @ 03:30 pm
《蜗居》这部片子不错,从刚开始看,就知道很好看了。这几天,我用空闲时间看这部电视,但是在看到10几集的时候,忍耐不住,在网上搜索了剧情介绍看了,通常有些电视我看完剧情介绍后就没有什么兴趣继续看下去了,可是这次没有,我一直希望能有好的结尾,期盼着。

宋思明确实犯了错,犯了现在几乎所有官宦都会犯的错,贪污,在现在这个世界来说,平常不过了。当然,共产党的地盘的电视,不可能会让这样的人有好的结果,至少电视中不能这样。我一直愿意相信宋和海藻之间的感情是真的爱情,也许刚开始海藻确实迷失过自己,但是宋的才华,成熟,稳重,博学,等等,我相信不只是海藻,换成别人,也不可能不为这样的男人动心。宋思明爱海藻,我不相信单纯是因为她像极了他的初恋,或者处女情节,当然,这是其中的因素,但是世界上没有如果和如果,只有事实,事实是宋爱海藻。我替海藻抱怨过,为什么不要求宋给他的名份,为什么不让宋离婚,因为这样,我一直不明白,在男人心中的爱情是什么样,难道没有名份,让海藻心慌得爱情是他希望的吗?我一度讨厌过宋的做法,我讨厌他在他老婆面前的样子,什么叫做“我们才是老的时候得伴”,什么叫“逢场作戏”,什么叫“你是我唯一的妻子”,什么叫“下辈子补偿”,我讨厌他这种双重的面孔,我一度觉得宋的伪君子的面孔很是让人讨厌,和那些外边风流的男人没有区别,知道自己处境的时候,为什么不接海藻电话,为什么不去看她,知道自己时日不多,为什么不多陪伴一下海藻和他的孩子,而让海藻难过,以泪洗面。我不喜欢这样的安排。知道最后,宋得知海藻出事冲出会议室,还有,交代Mark照顾海藻和孩子的邮件,我才相信,宋爱海藻。也许爱分很多种,有些我们能明白,有些不能,我宁愿相信那是真的爱情,尽管我不知道为什么宋不离婚,最后的日子不看海藻,也许吧,他有他的苦衷。宋不是坏人,是在这个现实中磨练出来的一种产物,我能接受这样的产物,这样的人,可结局没有奇迹,好像“坏人”理所应当的惩罚一样,可是我希望奇迹会出现在我的想象中吧。书上的结局,在宋被车撞后的时候,口里说的还是“海藻,我爱你”。我哭了,感动
爱情。

道德的底线是什么?没有能保证谁的爱情都能走到最后,爱一个人了,不爱一个人了,爱上另一个人了,其实,感情,情感的东西没有人能控制和解释。我们心中的底线是有没有触及到自己,如果这样的事情发生在自己身上,如果自己是宋夫人,我相信,没有人能从容不迫,无所谓,可是如果是旁观者,我则另有想法。

 
 
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28 March 2012 @ 12:15 am


I've been dying to check out Titanic: The Artifact Exhibition for the longest time and today I finally did!! We finally did :)


No photography was allowed in the museum :( I had to buy this photo for memory's sake haha we actually had another picture taken at the grand staircase where Celestine posed as Jack Dawson and I as Rose, funny shit but I looked crappy as hell

Managed to sneak a few photos though

Mad girl

Our boarding passes!

Each comes with a real passenger's name and you'll get to find out at the end whether or not "you" had survived the voyage. I survived but my son died. Oh and Celestine died. HAHAHA

Celestine wanted to get this pretty teacup set for her mom but they were too pricey. Nevertheless, loved the exhibition!! Worth every penny!

Favorite picture to end the day. Goodnight world

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24 March 2012 @ 02:26 am


For changing into something that I never thought you would be; a coward, a weakling, and an idiot.